No CCRM for us this week. I thought CD 1 would appear and it didn’t. My body fails me again. I should be used to this by now. Back to waiting and continuing to evaluate what we want out of this life. Maybe long-distance clinics and shooting up with heavy doses of hormones isn’t it. Things are very unclear right now. What is clear is that I am simultaneously disappointed that we aren’t going to CCRM and thrilled that I don’t have to put my body though a bunch of tests.