I have no symptoms. None. I had a few days of headache and achy early around day 2-3 of stims. Other than that, nothing. I have nothing to Google except “no symptoms”. I guess I am glad that from a physical standpoint, rational standpoint I have been symptom free. My mood has been stable however the absence of anything is starting to challenge that stability. The anxiety rises a little each day it seems. I am trying to decide if I want to POAS or not but I think I am too afraid to actually do it. It’s too early for that anyway I think.
On another note: I have 9 bosses. 8 men, 1 woman (not married, no kids). One male partner, who I had to disclose my situation to, came to me the other day and said “the partner rumor mill is buzzing about if you might be pregnant or trying to get pregnant because you didn’t drink at such and such event so I told them you were trying.” WTF. Has anyone ever heard of minding their own effing business?! I can’t even tell you the range of emotions this makes me feel. First, no one likes to find out that they are being talked about. Second, now the clock is ticking for me to get pregnant before a whole slew of other people know “there’s a problem”. Third, I felt like I was in trouble for not drinking at an event. Like I brought this on myself. I am sure there’s a fourth and fifth and sixth but I am too annoyed to think of them. Stay out of my bedroom er, laboratory!!! I have to see these people every day. Seriously if anyone brings it up I am going to say stuff like “we are, that reminds me, I think I’ll be on top tonight”. That’ll shut their faces up. No one is going to say anything but if they did… ARGH!